Dear Future Husband,

For awhile, I’m going to work on myself. Not just appearance but  everything. Thanks for waiting patiently. Even though, I wasted 2 years with a dick (I say 2 cause the first 8 months wasn’t too terrible), it motivated me to be better for you. I promise to keep working on us just as I did with him if not harder. I will always try to protect you and bring happiness in your life. I promise to make you dream bigger and love you always. But for now I’m broken. Give me some time and don’t hurt me. Please protect me and I’ll promise to do the same for you and Nathan. I’m sorry I’m such a fuck up. 

Dear Future Husband,