Even when we’re broken up he sucks the life out of me. I’ve been trying so hard to be happy on my own… and I’ve been doing fine without him. And everytime I’m almost really good… he needs something. I just feel so stuck and suffocated. I’m just so so so tired. I wanted to make it work so bad before. But  I’ve lost any last ounce of faith I had in him. I wish this would all go away and I can move on to being a better person. I can’t and won’t fall back into depression. I don’t even hate him… I just don’t care about him anymore. I just want him to go away.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s