I couldn’t do it anymore. 


I won’t quit. I’ll work on myself and live to be the best version of myself possible. And if we don’t work out along the way… Then so be it. 

I believe today is really the beginning of the end. I think I finally summed up the courage to leave. I just don’t want to waste anymore time. I don’t want his children anymore. I don’t want to be by his side anymore. I hung on so long. Loyalty is number one for me. I can’t compromise on that.